Now you might be thinking Durrrr life’s an adventure for
you, NEWSFLASH you’re in Africa idiot. But I was thinking last night about how
even everyday things are an adventure!!!
As I mentioned in my last couple of blogs, our awesome
toddlers are all on their feet, we now spend endless hours chasing them around
the compound! Those of you who are parents or older siblings will know the
excitement and worry that comes from walking toddlers! This week rose decided
that she likes the slide, now we don’t have one of those little kids plastic
slide and there’s no soft ground if you fall off. This week I’ve anxiously
watched Rose climb the steps and panic as she comes to the top and doesn’t know
how to make it onto the ledge at the top, as she practiced more and more she was
able to do it. For her it was an adventure, that slide was her rock and she was
determined, I sat and watched her and panicked every time she wobbled almost
waiting for her to fall (funny how we always expect the child to fall rather
than make it?)
I think life is like that rock of that slide, when a door
is opened we walk through it, despite the pain we are aiming for the success,
and sometimes we aren’t aware of or ignore the dangers so that we can make it. At
the end of the day in both these situations I knew that even if an accident
happened, it wasn’t going to be life or death (unless those snakes on the rock
were poisonous) despite the pain and the fears we make it to the ice cream or
bottom of the slide.
Ever thought of God as the Auntie (well uncle) or Parent
watching you struggle with the slide? Ever wondered why he didn’t come and
carry you? If I had gone running to Rose every time she panicked on the slide
she never would have learnt herslef. I was watching her and I was ready to
catch her and give her medical attention if she fell but I also had to trust
her and believe in her, I knew she could make it even if she didn’t. Sound like
God yet????? Many times we wonder where God is, why we aren’t flying on his
wings, but he’s there ready to catch us when we fall, when you don’t notice
him, it’s because you didn’t fall, we should be thankful rather than angry
really!!! He was believing in us!
Many times this year I’ve felt like I’m walking into the
unknown, I don’t know where I’m going, I don’t know what’s at the top of the
rock or even if I’ll make it, I’ve been scared to step onto the ledge at the
top of the slide because I don’t know that it’s safe and whether I’ll wobble
and fall, how many things have you failed to step out do due to fear??? I’ve
been reading ‘Making Jesus Lord’ By Lorren Cunningham, he talks about laying
down your rights, now you might think I’ve done that, I left the comfort of my
own home, culture, comforts and language and came to a foreign and different
land, however you can travel and still hold onto almost everything. Laying down
your rights is the ultimate test of your sense of adventure and trust that God
is the loving parent watching over you. I realised I have to lay down my right
to be afraid, because fear stops me doing things, it is a barrier, stopping God
calling me into places I don’t want to go. Fear is me holding onto my plans
instead of following Gods adventure!
Now I’m not saying this because I’ve got it all sussed,
I’m not ready to walk in front of the firing squad, I’m challenging myself, and I’m asking you to
join me in the climbing the mountain to lay down your rights, because with
every step we take; our burden becomes lighter, our God provides our strength
and we get to see God using us in amazing ways!!!! I CAN DO ALL THINGS IN
CHRIST WHO GIVES ME STRENGTH. (I just have to let him!)
There’s a plan and a bigger picture, Jeremiah 29:11!!! “For
I know the plans I have for you declares the Lord, not for disaster but for hope
and a good future.”
The world tells us we have to make the plans, God tells
us he already has, which path do you want to take? What’s holding you back?
We can make our own plans
But the Lord gives the right
answer
People may be pure in their own eyes
But
the Lord examines their motives
Commit your actions to the Lord
And
your plans will succeed.
And for those of you who read my last post.... We
survived the night shift, the kids with Malaria recovered quickly, I even
managed to make porridge, and get the kids dressed, medicined up and ready for
school on time, PTL!!!!
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